Just a little one, but this is really weird for me because I was such a huge goth from ages 12-17 that, even though I'll be 21 in a couple of months I'm a little uncomfortable with the idea of being darker than pale.
Who knew this would break the journal silence? Hehe. I've been having a rough time with this semester (which is, mercifully, over after next week) and decided that, instead of whining and annoying myself, I'd just see how it went and try to be more positive in general. It's worked for the most part :) But I'm sure no one cares about that when I have breaking news pictures:

vs.

I know that the lighting is slightly different (indoors vs. outdoors) BUT I really am that much darker (I took the pale one into photoshop and toned down the light a bit).
This is not even me at my full tan potential; I have an olive skin tone (
Probably a #16-17 on the Von Luschan's chromatic scale naturally... see also:
Wiki article on tanning behaviors), I do not burn and tan very quickly. The color I have right now is from me laying out around 3PM in the full sun without sunscreen for 15 minutes on each side. I do realize that tanning is bad for your skin, and I'm not planning on doing that a ton but I wanted to try something new :) I remember being "brown as a berry" (as my mom used to say) through my whole childhood, to the point where, when I moved to a new school system, my classmates thought I was hispanic. My dark tan will last until around January or so before it starts to fade. It's insane.
Yep, I've done a lot of random, obsessive thinking about this over the past few days.